Hai.
It has been years since I last blogged. Fortunately I havent delete/deactivate my blogger account.
This morning I got stressed over nothing. And I just feels like writing. Lalu teringatlah pada blog capuk ku ini. This is where I write my thoughts. Yang kadang2 tak terluahkan (padahal baru je luah kat husband. Oh yes btw, I'm maried. And now pregnant. And maybe thats why I got stressed over nothing)
Btw, as soon as I signed in into blogsot, I saw more than 10 complete blogpost saved in draft. Read them all and I thought, why didnt I publish them? But nevermind, that was my 3 years ago thoughts. So, lets just let it rot in draft.
Initially, I wanna write about what caused me to stress. Then I have some doubts. But I really need to voice out my thoughts. But I know its not a real problem cause its not happening pun. Its just in my head. But I got stresses over it. Then i got sad. Then I wanna sleep so that I can rise and shine after that. But I cant even sleep. Now I feels like I'm crazy. Who's with me? Lol.
Now I feel useless. Good for nothing. Am I stressed? Am I depressed? Or is it just the hormones? I hope its the latter. I hope its just a phase.
How did everybody else manage to get thru this??? HOW?
